Shrouded by mystery, consumed with fear
Whispering voices are all that I hear.
They tell me their secrets of hate and despair
I try to believe that I really don't care.
Why do they come here to speak to me?
I'm just a nobody! Why can't they see?
I pretend to listen to the words they say
Then I drop to my knees and begin to pray.
They bother me still with their words of hate
Leaving me restless in this psychotic state.
I speak to them loudly so they hear my cries
They must stop all this now before my sanity dies.
YES! I did... I heard what you said!
Now please just go... get out of my head!
My porcelain shell shines with a shimmering glow...
My features always tweaked with a perky smile...
You speak to me and I respond without thinking...
I look at the world with a child's eye view...
My love for life overshadows my fear of the unknown...
You won't see the cracks beneath my surface...
You won't see me cry at night as I try to forget my past...
I won't let you know how bad you hurt me...
I won't let you try to piece me back together...
My care-free attitude keeps me moving forward...
My impulsive nature makes me feel alive...
You will never know that I come from a broken home...
You will never see that my parents are
Superficial Girl
I don't want to be seen for who i am...
I want to dye my hair blonde so it hides the shabby brown...
I want to wear fake nails to hide the fact that my hands are ugly...
I want to wear a pushup bra so you can't see how small my breasts really are...
I want to flood my features with pounds of makeup to hide that I am really ugly without it...
I want to spend 8 hours making myself look pretty so when i finally do show up you think its hard work to look this good...
I want to take the time to straighten the curls from my hair so you don't see how kinky and frizzy it really is...
I want to make up excuses on why I can't d
Shrouded by mystery, consumed with fear
Whispering voices are all that I hear.
They tell me their secrets of hate and despair
I try to believe that I really don't care.
Why do they come here to speak to me?
I'm just a nobody! Why can't they see?
I pretend to listen to the words they say
Then I drop to my knees and begin to pray.
They bother me still with their words of hate
Leaving me restless in this psychotic state.
I speak to them loudly so they hear my cries
They must stop all this now before my sanity dies.
YES! I did... I heard what you said!
Now please just go... get out of my head!
My porcelain shell shines with a shimmering glow...
My features always tweaked with a perky smile...
You speak to me and I respond without thinking...
I look at the world with a child's eye view...
My love for life overshadows my fear of the unknown...
You won't see the cracks beneath my surface...
You won't see me cry at night as I try to forget my past...
I won't let you know how bad you hurt me...
I won't let you try to piece me back together...
My care-free attitude keeps me moving forward...
My impulsive nature makes me feel alive...
You will never know that I come from a broken home...
You will never see that my parents are
So, I tried my hand at photography. A friend of mine was willing to allow me to photograph her, and I think the images turned out quite nicely. Let me know what you think!